bu...saying thank you wouldnt hurt you
5.20am
Im on train already.leaving early to get a seat.
And I did...rare seat in the edge. Calmly sitting down,open my small quran and quietly reading for 15minutes.
Inhalee....water to my throat,buying menthol candies and opening news on my cell
5.50am
apparently a woma stand before me,in front of me while theres miles to stand along the corridor.
I know I had to,but I urge to enjoy my last minute sitting down up to the train is moving.
and I did.
a minute after the train is moving,I moved and pleasantly ask the (apparently pregnant or just getting fat i dunno)woman to sit on mine.
Amazingly she took my seat without saying a word!
not a f*****g word!!!
one minute after that she closed her eyes and tried to get some sleep,only after the train officer came to collect the ticket then she awake.
God...i mean Im not the world's most polite person,but I sure do know how to behave.
Neither Im the feelingless person on this planet, but I think I deserve a word of something...not necesarilly a "thank you" for all I care!
Im fighting the urge to write this over social media, but it'll only be unnecessary dilematic, and loosen my good weight in the side of God.
So, only this very personal site I could scream out my feel to me...for the sake of my mental health.
to make it great...the aircon blows very hard and cold above "sitting on my rockin chair" me.
Sure it'll be warm and cozy on my previous seat.
Im not a chauvinist, Im just someone needing an appreciation, Lord knows.
I have millions of thinking, reasons, words, swears...I just cough it out and take a big gulp on my salty mucus.
Im on train already.leaving early to get a seat.
And I did...rare seat in the edge. Calmly sitting down,open my small quran and quietly reading for 15minutes.
Inhalee....water to my throat,buying menthol candies and opening news on my cell
5.50am
apparently a woma stand before me,in front of me while theres miles to stand along the corridor.
I know I had to,but I urge to enjoy my last minute sitting down up to the train is moving.
and I did.
a minute after the train is moving,I moved and pleasantly ask the (apparently pregnant or just getting fat i dunno)woman to sit on mine.
Amazingly she took my seat without saying a word!
not a f*****g word!!!
one minute after that she closed her eyes and tried to get some sleep,only after the train officer came to collect the ticket then she awake.
God...i mean Im not the world's most polite person,but I sure do know how to behave.
Neither Im the feelingless person on this planet, but I think I deserve a word of something...not necesarilly a "thank you" for all I care!
Im fighting the urge to write this over social media, but it'll only be unnecessary dilematic, and loosen my good weight in the side of God.
So, only this very personal site I could scream out my feel to me...for the sake of my mental health.
to make it great...the aircon blows very hard and cold above "sitting on my rockin chair" me.
Sure it'll be warm and cozy on my previous seat.
Im not a chauvinist, Im just someone needing an appreciation, Lord knows.
I have millions of thinking, reasons, words, swears...I just cough it out and take a big gulp on my salty mucus.
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